He
was the lifeless one
Until
now, I guess
Or
maybe not in the next day after this
The
day I’ll never see those distressed face anymore.
I
really hope he will never change, for sure
How
he crawled,
Fold
and unfold the memories,
The
midnight.
A
day prior, I do sober
That
tomorrow was the last.
Very
fucking last.
So
I do try so hard
But
get not so far, worst
I
have put my heart on my sleeves
And
it just like that
I
try so hard, and get so less
And
in the end, I became the lifeless one
And
he became, I don’t know, maybe the blessed one?
And
in the fucking end I never get what I want since I just screaming it in my
empty mind
And
you don’t fucking know what I am trying to tell in this words
