its, nah,

Funny when we worked so hard for it, and we get them and then when we lost them, all we could say is 'its not destinied for me'

I mean.. Why blaming on destiny, if when youre working to get that but with no slight of thought about how destiny would do for you. Ah... Forget it..

for you, the dead body.

and here we are still breathing fine. watching your invisble shape.
for you, who have not breathing at all.

.

Its been a long years. And here we are standing in your grave watching that ground.
Believing the you were down there.
Its been a long long years and we are here breathing fine.

We are here breathing so fine untill this time.
We are here breathing fine while you were not breathing at all.

satu, dua, tiga: kau.

Satu kata membeku
Kau
Dua kata mengunci
Aku benci
Tiga kata terbelenggu
Aku butuh kau

Kau, satu kata yang melahirkan dua kata kebencian dan membelenggu kebutuhanku.

//26 februari, 02.49. Saya tulis dikala terbuka kedua mata karena satu detik mimpi dengan satu pemandangan yang selalu saya takutkan.