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Sometime.. or many time i maybe youve been thinking of this;
How desperately you wish whatever you want, you hope, you expected is really came out to ur life
And unfortunately; it'll never really come

Then you just thought am is just you who always being like that? This is misarable ever.
And you hate it.

You trying to hide those dissapoint and make a brand new life-- or i called it new hope(less)
And guess, just like the old time. God wont make it came true.

You running frustated; how the hell god give us a brain and heart which the benefit is to let us thinking, feeling, hoping, dreaming, expecting..
But he never let our brain&heart-works being real?
Like are he made us just to playing with us like we playing The Sims?

Gosh, im so accursed